WTF

WHY dont guys take a FUCKING hint! i dont want to be a bitch to you! i dont want to embarass you, just take the GOD DAMN FUCKING HINT!

Me: hey sup yeah ive been busy got this new app called voxer, idk how to feel about it, i mainly like it to talk to my friend ariel cuz we like to update each other throught our day

Guy: Oh sounds cool, i would get it but only ppl who are too cool for me use it

Me: well i only like it to talk to my ONE friend, and maybe family so they dont call me and i dont have to stay on the fone asking about their day when im busy i just get the info, also im not really into being on my fone while im home i always leave it around while im doing stuff so i dont have full convos on it.

Guy: well id get it but i know YOU wouldnt want to talk to me on it

Me: i dont TALK on it just msg my friend long msgs i dont want to type

Guy: well i wouldnt want to bore you with all my talking

WTF!!!! if i told you about the app THEN asked if u wanted to talk thru it i would of said so! im not an idiot! ALSO feeling sorry for yourself makes me not even want to TXT YOU! MAN THE FUCK UP! just be a REGULAR person! idk how ppl dont just be REGULAR ppl. im obviously txting you cuz u interest me in some way! but YOUR ruining yourself for me! i JUST WANT FRIENDS. i JUST like having conversations with diff ppl in diff lifestyles that IM used to. WHy is it so hard for guys to REALIZE girls DONT WANT TO FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i already have some i can fuck and he isnt a BRAIN DEAD MORON! He just works a lot and sleeps at night while im awake and id like to have conversations while all my friends i normally see all the time are sleeping!

i rarely get angry, and rarely put myself in situations that make me angry, and I KNOW im putting myself in this situation when i can just easily not txt this person back. but it AMAZES me how FULL of themselves ppl are. i feel like im studying his behavior, but maybe its wrong of me.

but O does it feel good to vent :) it feels good to be angry about sumtin and let it out :) ive been “sad” for so long that i havent been angry in a while.
NOW im HAPPY, AND angry! and i love it :)